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Friday, December 16, 2011

I can't escape

He continues writing, but I have ceased responding.  Not all the people you meet in support forums are like this. Most of them are very nice and do truly want to help and get to know you.

Please keep all personal info personal...I was a bit stupid.  I was excited to find someone with the same condition doing so well.  His condition started to deteriorate after he met me.  I also noticed his condition started to mirror mine more closely.  His lies started to become apparent only AFTER he freaked me out and I started writing this.

I am attending a concert soon in the city where he lives.  I expect him to be watching the theater...I hope I'm wrong, but I fear he will be watching.  I don't think he has the courage to approach us.  It's just creepy knowing you will be watched.  He's out right stated that he feels our lives are in sync.  He shared with me his plan to be near the theater a few days before the concert.  I'm nervous, but not scared.  My husband will be there.  I also know I can defend myself fairly well....even if things don't work right :)

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